Here is an amazing Fan fiction written by Julia Wagner. It is incredible, and I hope she doesn’t get mad at me for posting it….but I love it! An interesting look at how things may have gone in the Cullen house after Bella left that night of her birthday party…

His Decision

Disclaimer: I was inspired to write this after watching new moon in cinema. Everything’s owned by the brilliant Stephenie Meyer, I’m just borrowing her characters for fun! Hope you also have fun reading it!

After Bella’s birthday Edward decides to leave her, this is a little one-shot about his announcement of his decision to the family…

“Goodnight Bella.” Esme whispered quietly, Carlisle nodded and smiled at her. Then he looked over at Edward who seemed to be not aware of his surroundings. He acted like a robot, impassive. Bella was doing the same thing. She looked really worried. “I’m afraid…” Esme whispered. Carlisle hugged her close to his body. “I know, I also don’t like Edward’s behaviour…” he whispered in her hair. Esme took a shuddering breath and leant closer into Carlisle’s embrace, seeking comfort.

… later that night…

Esme was in Carlisle’s office with him, cuddled up in his lap as they heard Edward’s Volvo coming up the driveway and stopping outside. Only a moment later Edward stepped into the house. “Can you come down?” they heard him ask. Carlisle looked worried as he slowly entangled Esme from his body and stood up. They both knew that this was bad news.
Carlisle put his arm around Esme’s shoulder and they went down into the living room.

Edward was standing in the middle of the room, a determined expression on his face. As soon as everyone was in the living room he spoke: “We’re leaving.” He said simply.

Carlisle felt Esme stiffen next to him. She stared at her son’s expressionless face as he continued. “I am leaving Bella. She is in too much danger with us. She should be able to live a normal life and not be killed because of a paper cut.” He said bitterly.

“It is not Jasper’s fault.” Edward continued. “This would have happened sooner or later. I am leaving Bella to give her a chance to survive and I want all of you to leave with me.” He said.

“Well, I’m packing then.” Rosalie was the first to react. “Glad you finally came to your senses…” she muttered as she went upstairs. Esme shot her a scolding glance. “Rose…” Carlisle pleaded. “Just so you know, I don’t think that’s a good idea.” Alice said as she went past Edward to her room.

Carlisle sighed. I agree with her… I don’t think you can leave her like your time together never happened, and I don’t think it would be good for Bella… “I’m leaving, and I don’t want anyone of you to stay here. It would make it impossible for Bella to forget us.” He said firmly, glaring at Carlisle. Edward, think about it… “I’ll tell her after school tomorrow.”

“You can’t do this!” Esme blurted out. Edward, this will break her heart! Images of her 16-year old self were coming to Esme’s mind. She remembered the day she had first met Carlisle when he treated her broken leg and how he left her a few days later. “This is not the same!” Edward hissed. “We’re gone before dawn!” he stated rudely and stormed up the stairs.

Emmett shrugged and shook his head as he left the living room.

Esme turned to Carlisle. “Let’s go.” He whispered and pulled her against his chest. They both went up the stairs into their room and slumped down on the bed.
“He doesn’t know what this will do, to both of them…” Esme said slowly. Carlisle sat next to her and put his arm around her. “You thought of when I left you…” he guessed. Esme nodded. “What did it do to you?” Carlisle asked while he combed through her hair. “I missed you terribly, I wasn’t sleeping, I was waiting for you to come in my room and talk, like you did before… I was dreaming of you…” she said. Carlisle sighed. “If I could have dreamed, it would have been of you… I thought of you all the time… I wanted nothing more than to go back…” Carlisle admitted. “I don’t know how Edward will handle this. I missed you terribly, but I wasn’t as close to you as he and Bella were…” Carlisle said slowly. “They were together… they kissed…” Esme whispered. “I thought about kissing you…” Carlisle said suddenly. “When I did your final examination… you were biting your lip… looking so sad… I was really thinking about kissing you… and I was ashamed of it, it wasn’t appropriate to think this…” he smiled. Esme leaned into Carlisle’s embrace and closed her eyes.
“I don’t think this will be forever…” Carlisle said quietly. Esme nodded against his chest. “I hope so.” She murmured. “I’ll try and talk to him…” Carlisle whispered. Esme looked up. “Yes…” she pressed her lips onto Carlisle’s for a soft kiss and then stood up.

Carlisle stood up and went over to his son’s room. “Come in!” he heard Edward call before he even had the chance to knock. He didn’t sound very polite. Carlisle opened the door and stepped into the room. Edward had already most of his stuff packed. Do you think this is a good idea? It will break Bella’s heart… “Well, at least she will survive this…” he muttered. You don’t know what will happen… just because you’re not there doesn’t mean Bella is safe from all evil… think about it… Carlisle thought of Esme as he released her from the hospital that day. He had wanted her to have a happy life, but it turned out completely different. “That’s not the same! This wouldn’t happen to Bella!” Edward argued. How do you know that? Everything could happen to her… could you live without her? If I hadn’t been in the morgue that day… if Esme had been dead already… I was so lucky to find her heart still beating! “I can’t live with the fact I might kill Bella, or one of my family members!” Edward almost yelled. Edward, no one will kill her… “I’m only trying to protect her, Carlisle! I won’t make your mistake, okay? This is not your decision! It is mine! Stop it! I’m leaving. A truck will pick up all the stuff in the morning. And now go! I want to be alone!” with these words Edward literally kicked Carlisle out. I accept your decision and of course we will leave with you, but I don’t want you to take rash actions…

Esme was still sitting on the bed as Carlisle came back. She hadn’t moved at all. “He won’t listen. He is determined that he is protecting Bella by leaving her.” Carlisle said lowly. Esme nodded. “I feared that… We are leaving then?” she whispered. Carlisle nodded and then took Esme in his arms. “Where are we going?” Esme asked. “I don’t really want to start a new life somewhere else…” she whispered. Carlisle nodded. “Me neither. But we are not leaving forever… I don’t think Edward will leave Bella, he will come back sooner or later…” Esme sighed. “I hope rather sooner than later…” she murmured. Carlisle kissed her head. “Me too, and until then I will ask Eleazar if we can stay with them…”

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